Sex and 3D Programming

Last night I went out for coffee with a friend, and we talked openly about whether we had 'mommy' or 'daddy' issues when it comes to relationships, sex and intimacy. It really got me thinking, and this morning just before waking, I had a dream illuminating this theme for me personally. My recent aversion to sex because it hasn't been heart centred has led to a seeking to heal my sexuality, or at least sexual program that I run with my partner.

What's really interesting is how I've been feeling drawn to tantra and I've been asking my higher self for guidance as to the "new sexual behaviour" of the golden age. Tantra is essentially moving sex up from the physical level, or the lower 3D chakras, to the heart centre. You then express high frequency love vibrations through sexual union with someone you love, without any broken psychological programs attached. No more sex for approval, no sex to fill a void, no sex to exert power or humiliation, no sex as a release of wasted creative energy or pent up frustration. Tantric sex can heal yourself, your partner, and even the planet of negative sexual programming, as the love released during Tantra sex can be energetically funneled into the planetary grid.

Tantra sex could just be the 'thing' that's going to heal my 'daddy issues'. Until last night I throught I had my daddy issues under control. Yet, I had failed to see how they had seeped into my sexuality and I was still running a program that I'd learnt as a kid.

When one of your parents rejects you, abandons you, takes their love away from you when you're young, you absorb this emotionally as a program that you use to interpret other relationships. It's a learned behaviour. Our parents constitute our first masculine and feminine role models, especially since as a society we've become so separated from Mother Earth and Father God. These less than perfect models then become our guiding compass for future relationships on an energetic level, which manifest as miasms or polarizations, or distorted subconsious programs.

For example: as a child, my father didn't accept or approve of me, so in my teens, when I was establishing my own personality and relationships, when I wanted approval from other men, I would tap into my sexuality to have that need fulfilled. If I am honest with myself, I have not cleared this pattern. One of the reasons I press my partner for sex is to 'feel' intimate with him. This is absurd! In no way does our relationship lack intimacy, affection or tenderness. The act of sex has all these old paradigms attached to it, and that is why it has become outmoded and sporadic in our relationship. This paradigm needs to shift.

Why my self esteem (3rd chakra) is/was so tied up with my sexuality (2nd chakra) I think has to do with a holographic program instilled by exposure to media. Advertising images constantly teach that sex and social approval, or even self esteem and consumption are intertwined. The images work strong on a subconscious/emotional level, where these kinds of programs really 'settle in' and repeat themselves as a habit or energetic feedback loop. Some types of music, too, keep us locked into a 3D program with their deep bass beats (not to mention lyrics) that resonate with the 2nd sexual chakra and incite us to engage in promiscuious behaviour.

This low level programming explains addictions of almost any sort. Consumption of cigarettes, alcohol, food, and even shopping attempt to fill a void in our self esteem/ lack of self love, which stems from our not knowing our own divinity, our role in the universe, where we come from, and who we really are. The human species has for a long time been separated from our real divine roots through suppression of information! The healing of these distorted 2nd and 3rd chakra programs can only come from re-parenting. That is, re-establishing our realtionship to Father God and Mother Earth. Even 12 step programs for addiction address this issue, as giving over your power to a Higher Power is considered an essential step to staying sober, the very minimum for which requires you to cultivate belief in a higher power.

This is the new healing I am now undertaking to help all of us raise out of 3D and get us vibrating at a higher level. For all of you who have sexuality issues, 2nd and 3rd chakra polarizations, I am healing my own (through Tantra and other heart opening exercises) to help heal the 3D level programing that is plaguing all of us as a species and keeping us from knowing our true divine identity. I can do this because we are all connected, energetically and through our DNA.

This is perhaps the greatest gift of the ascension process. As we work on our own individual issues, we clear the way for others because we are all ONE. My healing can heal others. I am not useless, I am not alone, and I am not powerless. This is how we come to re-parent ourselves. Parents are compassionate.  We can be compassionate to ourselves by acknowledging our value as individuals. At the same time,  we can only truly understand our value as individuals by appreciating how special we all are as a species.

We are special because we all share one Spirit, that one spirit that directs the intelligence of the body, enables our heart to pump, our dna to reproduce, our lungs to breathe. This breath of life is our Father. And Earth, the vessel that holds and supports us all, is our Mother.

Thanks for reading,

Namaste
Croaker

Experimenting with Channeling and Communicating with the Highest Self

Tonight I thought I´d try another go at some experimental channeling. Reason being, I feel that I could be doing more to support the lightworkers and Ascended Beings working so hard to help us in our Ascension process. Basically I said, if anyone wants me to take a message, I´m here! This post is the result, and I hope you enjoy it. It is a bit tough for me to get my head around the fact that I am not sure WHO exactly I was hearing in my head. But as it is a process of trusting spirit, and trusting my own inner compass and Higher Self, I am posting this message as a testament. Channeling is something that is really easy to get wrong because you can open yourself up to a source that may wish to disinform; and there is also the risk of the Channeler´s own ego contaminating the message. So it is a process that I am "playing" with at this time, if you´ll forgive the term, as a means of taking my spirituality to the next level. As a transmission, it´s quite crude and although I am skeptical as to the origin of the Source, I have nevertheless chosen to post the entire message so you can get a sense of how the process works for an amateur. Hopefully, this will encourage you to also experiment with opening yourself up as either a scribe or communicator with the Higher Realms. The post begins with my already having established a connection to a Galactic entity claiming to be Pleiadian. Italics separate the Channeled response from my own input.

Me: If you would please identify yourselves, I would be most grateful. I am honored to track a message on any topic, as long as it comes from the Light. It must be true, it must be helpful, and I must feel inside my heart that the connection is to that of pure Light.

So be it. We would like to communicate our thanks for your taking the time to scribe this message today. Let us begin by proving who we are so you do not feel pressed to write from a standpoint of a person who would be fooled into writing false claims and leading to further disinformation to the general public. There is surely already plenty of that sort of business going on.

Now draw your attention inside to the deep flame you know to exsist in-between your eyebrows. What color is it?

ME: Electric blue.

Yes, that is your Pine cone (ME: I often mix up the pineal and pituitary glands, so it´s interesting that the term pine cone is used to avoid any confusion on my part. It´s the pineal gland that looks like a pine cone. This is the kind of detailed subtlety that can indicate a reliable Source) and here we will transmit inforation packets to you in light codes that you may interepret into words at your own convenience after these transmissions have indeed finished.

ME: At this point I feel I have made a connection with Pleiadian energy. Not wanting to disrupt the flow of information with too much conscious thought, and also feeling that identification of the source is not as important as the content of the message itself, I take a deep breath and temporarily suspend my conscious disbelief. Instead I ask, "Where shall we begin?"

Today is a remarkable time of recognition by your socieities of the imminent nature of your reality and how things are portaryed as being diffierent to what they really are. (ME: What is often called The Matrix)

What we wish to communicate is this: that you are not who you think you are, and that your trials on this planet have not been without purpose. You are wonderfully recognized for having worked this hard to achieve some unseen goal; only in the depths of your inner workings do you realize what is going on. Yet, in blind faith, you continue to develop spiritually and to fight the powers that be by not giving into temptations of (spiritual) weakness, whether they be addictions or violence or perverse sexual behavour. We want to express our gratitutde at this time for your cooperation in rising to the challenge of helping to bring your fellow humans´vibrations up to speed. In your meditations, in your communions and rituals with others, in your kind exchanges with friends and family, you are perpetuating a new way of life that is to sustain the generations of children who are led by rainbow light to create wealth and prosperiety on your planet, and to redistribute the abudnance of glory that has been kept from your grasps until now by unforseen powers and corrupt government institutions and the like.

ME: Thank you for the recognition. I feel people like myself occasionally need to hear that what they are doing, even if they are not writing blogs or speaking to the masses or giving workshops are making a difference through spiritual practice in their inner worlds.

This is what we wanted to reiterate. Yes, it is you, the small fish, as you call it, who are making tremendous progress on this front. Your patiience and perserverence to your spiritual altruism is most appreciated and is one of the main contributing forces to our being ahead of schedule in the asension process.

ME: What do you mean by "our" ascension process? You are not from this Earth, as I understand it.

It is an ascension process for the entire universe and not just your galaxy, in fact. Everything moves up a step.

Welcome to the new part of yourselves where you can look at other humans in the face and realize they are parts of you. We are all in the same situtation. Thank you very much for this transmission . We would like to clarify that our purpose in doing so, scribe, is to get this information out as soon as possible and very far and wide so that the highest number of persons seeking illumination may have the resources they need at this time to make their choices to follow their spiritual paths. Indeed, this is a time of focus and discipline, not of greed or excess. It is a time of celebration for the dawn of a new age is indeed approcaching. We would like to share in the joy with you, our fellow Earth brothers and sisters.

It is with great pleasure that we announce your readiness to continue to scribe for the Pleiadians should you wish to do so.

ME: I would be honored.

Fine, then we should continue to meet regularly for updates and to refine your typing abilities. Ha ha!

ME: Yes, it is true. (I made many typing errors during this transmission). I feel funny, like I am anticipating the keys in the wrong order.

A little more practice will ensure that you are more accurate in future. Let us do that, shall we?

ME: Yes, that would be wonderful. Is there a way that I can know it is you when we begin to communicate?

It may not be the same entity at all times. Know the blue flame in your forehead and know that you are being downloaded with packets in the form of geometrical shapes. There is one shape in particular that you should come to recognize and this will be the answer to your question.

ME: Could you please send me that shape now so I know what you mean? (I see the symbol clearly) Symbol received, thank you.

Many regards to you.

End of Message.

So that was it! A bit of a strange send off, but mostly because I felt the clarity of the message dissipating quickly. Interesting was how the message seemed especially geared for me, as it addressed a question I had been harboring for some time, about whether I´ve been doing enough on a spiritual level, in terms of service. Also, at one point I received a message for a friend of mine. I thought that was very intruiging, like I was getting a testament to the validity of the source because by talking with this friend, I would be able to actually verify the integrity of the channel.

At the end, although I felt a bit sheepish doing so, I also asked two personal questions, which were answered very objectively. Here is where I begin to doubt if I was at that point, still channeling a Galactic being, or had switched to a dialogue with my own Highest Self. The answers adressed insecurities and concerns I´ve been having, without them having been explicitly asked as part of the question, almost as if I had subconsciously projected them. And this is precicely why it´s very difficult to channel for yourself. Your own insecurities, and ego desires cloud the answers. For personal questions, I always recommend meditating and communing with your Highest Mondad Self.

On the other hand, should you feel that you´d like to be of service by transmitting messages for a group, or for the general population, by all means, give it a shot. Make sure your intentions for the purpose of the communication are clear. Then, find that place where ego doesn´t exist- open yourself to love. State your intention to offer to be of service, either to an Ascended Master you feel close to, or in my case, I just opened up to any Being of Light that wished to use me as a Scribe for the benefit of humanity. It´s important to completely drop your ego if you wish to transcribe a message for a highly evolved being. You should not be doing this for the glory of recongnition of your ability to connect to these powers, but be driven only by the desire to serve others. If you are successful in your channeling, be sure to post a comment about it!

Thank you for reading,

Much love,

Croaker.