This Site is Moving

Just a quick post to let you know that this site has now moved to:

http://wakeupberlin.wordpress.com/

There´s a new concept, as I also continue to morph and change, so does my work and focus.

I invite you all to now follow me at Wake Up Berlin for updates on group meditations and workshops.

Danke schön,

Croaker. 

Finally an Update

Apologies for not posting until now. I have been.......thinking.

I know this is a lame excuse, but each time I think about writing a post I feel so overwhelmed by all that has been happening, and other times it seems that nothing at all is happening.  I guess if I just made the habit of writing something everyday, instead of when I have a major "a-ha!" moment, I´d make better progress.

I´m going to try something new. I will try writing shorter posts and writing daily about what is going on in my spiritual life. I feel that I can do this now because there seems to be a lot happening and enough to write about on a daily basis.

I wonder how you feel about shorter posts?  It would be nice if you left a comment here and there so I can get some feedback.

There are so many things that have occurred since the beginning of the 9th Wave, I don´t know really where to begin.

Let´s start with a recent viewing of Inelia Benz´s video by Project Camelot. Bill Reily interviewed Inelia, who, in my opinion, appears to be an Inner Plane Ascended Master Being.  She claims to never have previously incarnated in the human form and something inside me just believes her. Despite the fact that she is incredibly eloquent, as if the words are coming directly from her being and not through the "human program" that we operate through here on Earth, and despite her compelling stories, I could just feel that she is not your regular human incarnate.  But more important than classifying "what she is", was the overnight effect I experienced after watching her on video.  Here is the link:

Inelia Benz Project Camelot

Stories can be manufactured. Yet, my own personal experiences, (discredited by scientists as mere anectodal evidence which cannot be reproduced under controlled conditions) to me are valid. If I experience something, how can anyone say that what I experienced is invalid or unreal? Bollocks!  During the video,  I telepathically asked Inelia to help me rediscover my mission on Earth. Basically, I felt that I had failed somehow in my mission; perhaps I felt I had even been dissuaded from following it  due to implants or psychic interference. Despite previous requests to my Higher Self for this same clarification, overnight I had a dream illuminating a potential assignment that I was free to choose to accept, and especially germane to my current living situation here in Berlin.

Now, call it a coincidence; perhaps my dream originated from my own deep desire to know where I am on my path. Yet, I have requested this information before and never received such a clear sign.  Indeed, I feel that Inelia was a catalyst, due to her exceptionally strong energy.  She touched me through time and space, she answered my call for help, and I was shown, through my own dream language, exactly what I had asked counsel on.

I´ve now figured that I´ve been pretty much on my path as a crystal, but perhaps not as consciously as I could have been. For ages I´ve felt that my only real duty here is to vibrate as much love and light is possible, to be a carrier of divine love with the view to help lift energies of the planet. A bit broad, yes, but the only thing that ever felt absolutely ´right´. Perhaps this is why I felt such a instant connection to Inelia- her work is fundamentally the same, yet on a grander scale.

I live in Berlin, a city destroyed by bombs during WWII and imprinted with atrocities against the Jewish people by the Nazis. I was shown this in my dream and it became clear upon awakening that I have an opportunity to help clear these negative energies or imprints from this vibrant city, because I NOW live here (I tend to move around a lot).  It is also no wonder that my flat is located in one of the most run-down areas of Berlin, with a square where junkies and alchoholics spend their days. (No judgement here).  As a conscious being, I can choose to place myself in certain areas and invoke the power of the I AM presence to help shift the negativity that lingers as a result of what happened during the Third Reich.

I encourage you to give the video a go. Who knows, maybe you will also be energetically touched by viewing it, or download some other much needed information. Open your heart and mind while viewing it and try to put your critical faculties aside.  Watch it openly, allowing the possibility for spontaneous healing or a shift in your vibration to occur.  We are all connected, regardless of time or space.  So whether Inelia is sitting next to us, or in front of us on a screen, we should be able to derive some benefit from her generosity and willingness to help, as long as we ask for it.

This post has become rather long!  Nevermind, I will try to post something again tomorrow about the shift I´m experiencing. Little hint- it has to do with the awareness of WHAT I AM relative to the human computer interface that I AM now operating.

Much love,
Croaker. 

the Great Invocation

As last post was about decrees, I thought I'd share the Great Invocation with you all, now.  This is what I've been guided to repeat 9x daily for the rest of April and at least the next few weeks.  It has a nice rhythm to it and 9x is really not very much because it's a short decree.  Let me know how you felt doing this decree and any changes you've perceived while and after saying it. Note  *This is an allusion to Christ consciousness, not any being.

The Great Invocation

From the point of Light within the Mind of God
Let light stream forth into the minds of men
Let Light descend on Earth.

From the point of Love within the Heart of God
Let love stream forth into the hearts of men.
May Christ* return to Earth.        

From the centre where the Will of God is known
Let purpose guide the little wills of men-
The purpose which the Masters know and serve.

From the centre which we call the race of men
Let the Plan of Love and Light work out
And may it seal the door where evil dwells.
Let Light and Love and Power restore the Plan on Earth.

Walking the Walk. Living in the Higher Dimensions Here and Now

Hi (two) readers. It's been a while since I last posted, reason being that I haven't had anything really worth writing about, in my eyes.  Well, the earthquake in Japan happened, Libya happened, and I could comment on these things from a spiritual point of view but others have already done so with much more flair and diplomacy, there's no point.

Recently I took a new step in my spirituality by deciding to start an Ascension group in the city I live in. I was frustrated that there wasn't such a group, because I wasn't just tandomly meeting other English speaking starseeds or lightworkers, I took the intitiative and posted on craigslist.  After a month of postings we had our first get together at a cafe and I met 7 new wonderful people eager for new friends who function primarily within a spiritual framework in their day to day lives.  The meeting was a little odd. I was so glad I had done some decrees that day because otherwise I, too would have been swept up by the frenzy. It was as if our members had been spritiually starved and so it got a little hyperactive.  There was a lot of heated debate philosophically about the standard spirtual themes, and to be honest I felt a little frustrated that no one consciously knew of the ascension timeline or had any personal connections to the galactics, which is what I really wanted to discuss.  So I watched the banter go back and forth, and, in typical (language) teacher fashion,  only chirped in when I strongly disagreed with something.

I'm glad that I've met some new people and we intend to have the meetings on a weekly basis. They are completely open and anyone can join, regardless of his or her rung on the 'ascension ladder'.  (This may sound a condescending to some readers, but actually, once you become very aware of how the ascension process spirals and cycles, a ladder is one of the best metaphors to describe it, and I thank Karen Bishop from emerging earth angels for coining the term.)  There are distinct phases you go through during the ascension process, and each one is necessary to get to the next. I'm not saying that any stage is better, just that they do in fact seem to spiral upwards to a clearer identity of godself, which I attribute to more health, prosperity, peace and happiness.

And that brings me to the meat of this post. I've been feeling 'ecstatic' most of the time. I am on this crazy heart centred vibe, so still, so 'shiny' inside that there has been no reason for me to write since my posts usually detail the trials, tribulations, initiations and synchronicities and learning curves of a person on the ascension process. Despite what is happening in the world, I feel so calm and centred and feel that I am finally doing my real 'mission' of this lifetime, which is to channel pure god-love and just be a shiny diamond. I share my feelings of Christ consciousness as much as I can with the people I come into contact to as I take the subway, walk, ride my bicycle, or even as I sit at home and meditate.  I send the love of god out into the world, into the grid, down into the heart of Gaia as she gives birth to her new self.

Recently I've also been experimenting with invocations and decrees, more than I ever have been.  The results are very plain to see if you allow yourself the chance. Decrees are definitely real tools for spiritual advancement and I highly recommend them. They are like poems, with words and sounds charged with positive frequencies, and the more you repeat them aloud, the more frequency they seem to generate (again, in a spiral formation). If you can get beyond the initial suspicion (religious programming) and ego resistance to calling upon Grand Beings of Light such as Ascended Masters and Archangels, decreeing offers  an abundance of healing, protection and uplifting of energies.  I download free decrees from http://www.therainbowscribe.com/. Presently I'm using the April 2011 decree for purification of the planet, especially since the earthquake in Japan.

No matter your spiritual stage, I highly recommend beginning right away.  We are blessed to have such an enormous amount of help on the planet at this time. Grand Spiritual Beings have committed themselves to getting humanity ready for the ascension portal, and so they are here waiting to be put to work. They need to be called upon because they can't interfere with our processes unless we ask them to do so. This is the law of free will and non-interference, often referred to as the Prime Directive. Decreeing is directing powerful, loving energies.  I am decreeing for Gaia and for humanity.

If you're reading this because you've been trying to figure out what your mission is, you've found it.  Be a rock of love, be a crystal of Christ consciousness. Be the new energies.  Ascension 2012 is the second coming of Love Consciousness to earth, not of a man/god called Christ.  We are the humans becoming gods,  literally creating heaven on Earth through a change in vibration on this planet. By staying calm and out of fear, and by avoiding disturbing news reports if you are sensitive, you can help Gaia to cleanse and purify and feed her the new energies.  You too can be living in the higher dimensions by being 'at one' with the Ascension timeline, even as you exist in 3D.  Decrees can help you learn to navigate parallel timelines. Just tuck in, give it a go and see what happens. 

Be happy, be joy, be love!
Croaker.

2 Days Until World Freedom Day

                                                 

Reposted from http://www.stevebeckow.com/

This is Friday, March 4, 2011. World Freedom Day is Sunday, March 6. This may be my last chance to communicate about that day, perhaps the last chance that you will have to read something on it. So let me summarize the purpose of that day and how I see its form and results.

World Freedom Day is an act of reclamation. On that day, not only do we reclaim a sense of our freedom, but we reclaim freedom on behalf of every person who is unfree, enchained, suppressed, exploited, or oppressed and cannot gather with us or claim it on their own behalf.

Reclaiming one’s freedom is an internal act. We are free because we are free within. If we are not free internally, we will never be free externally. So freedom begins with our inner experience and acknowledgment of it.

In fact, of course, we are always free, always sovereign, always individual and independent. But we may not live in the experience of it and we may not have the rights and privileges that go along with the recognition of it. On World Freedom Day, we begin to walk a road that will lead from that inextinguishable inner freedom to its realization in the conditions of our external life.

Most of us think of ourselves as a physical body and nothing else. But, unknown to us, we are in fact much more. We are also a spirit in that physical body and we could say much more than that. But I don’t want to dwell on knowledge that might divide us.
I mention it because there will be far more happening on World Freedom Day than what we see and do. Our coming together will create a thoughtform which itself has potency. That thoughtform sets in motion the operation of universal laws that themselves bring our relief from oppressive conditions to us. No one on Earth is strong enough to fly in the face of universal law.

On March 6, 2011, at 12 o’clock noon, I ask the people of the world who can safely do this just to gather in their town or city squares and be together as a common expression of their will to be free, and as a common acknowledgment of their internal freedom which they wish to see externalized as well.

I ask the media of the world to cover this event and not to ignore it. If you have received instructions not to cover it, don’t endanger your safety. Nothing in the end will stop the emergence of freedom.

At 12:30, I invite everyone so gathered to observe a minute of silence that acknowledges everyone on Earth who has contributed to this worldwide movement that will win us all our external freedom. I invite us especially to remember Mohamed Bouazizi whose sacrificial and supreme act of defiance drew our attention to the oppressive and despotic conditions under which so many of us live.

That moment of silence having been accomplished, the external “ritual” of the day is complete. I ask for nothing more complex or organized than that. The rest is accomplished by the mere fact of our gathering and being together.

Simply coming together as an expression of our resolve to be free is in itself the most potent thing we can do. We need not ask ourselves what else do we intend to do on that day. Everything else we do is extra. Sing if you wish, dance, laugh, look in each other’s eyes.

I ask those who are able to gather to reclaim freedom on behalf of those who are not able to gather. We reclaim freedom on behalf of populations who cannot speak freely, assemble freely, or march freely.

I ask that all be done peacefully, with no harm to anyone else. If we are not peaceful, if we harm others, we again invoke a universal law that will bring harm to what we do, if not now then eventually, and turn what could be a permanent accomplishment into a temporary achievement. We serve ourselves, others, and the cause of freedom best by being peaceful and harmonious.

While as yet we do not know it as a global population, or if we do know it we may not fully appreciate it, there is an order to things. There are unseen forces that operate to help us but will not violate our free will. They must be invited to assist us if we want their help. These unseen forces are known to all the wisest among us. On World Freedom Day, we are invoking their assistance.

To all the despots of the world, to the elites of the world, to the organized criminals and others who exert control over us and have for centuries, we intend you no harm. But release us from your grip you must. There is no stopping a population that yearns to breathe free. Your attempts to stop us are doomed to failure.

To soldiers and police who may be called to duty that day, do not harm your fellow citizens. You too must live among us. We are those who receive and appreciate your services. Do not foul your nest. Protect us from those who would harm us. Join us inwardly if you cannot join us outwardly. If ordered to shoot, shoot in the air. If ordered to stop us, stop us gently.
We only ask that those who mean to control or harm us step aside. There is nothing else that you must do. Come join us. Or if you will not, then let us be and let us pass. For we are on the move and we will not stop until the entire world is free, externally as well as internally. You cannot stop us.

Mark well this day. Our freedom was not declared on this day for the first time. It has been declared by the dawning of each new day and will never not be declared. Freedom is our natural condition. Control is unnatural and cannot last.

Come back again into friendship with us. Do not harm your fellow planetary citizens. Do not invite upon yourselves the harm that your own actions bring to you by universal law.
On March 6, 2011, the world declares to itself and to everyone on this planet: we will be free. Our wish to breathe free is unstoppable. Come join us.

(To anyone who receives this, please translate into your own language, circulate to your lists, post on your site, tweet and blog it, and see that everyone knows that March 6, 2011 is World Freedom Day.)

Namaste,
Steve Beckow
Sovereign Citizen of Planet Earth
World Freedom Day
March 6, 2011
unity22@telus.net

Power and Ego: A Fine Balance

                                                                                                                                                                                                                  

As you know, I've been working especially on clearing my 3rd chakra of imbalances and karmic frequencies.  I've been doing this primarily through sound meditations, or 'tuning' and by contemplating the energy of Pure Spirit, Love, the one and only Truth in meditation.

My efforts have not been fruitless; I've noticed amazing results, including a positive shift in my perception of personal spiritual power, although I've yet to fully comprehend or integrate this power in its entirety. This means that the energies in that chakra are indeed moving!

The failure to be able to fully realize or acknowledge my spiritual 'power' has to do with imbalances between ego and our ideas as humans about our relationship to Spirit, Father God in the old testament, or other holy books, for example. This holographic paradigm is global, and so by fixing your own imbalances, you are helping to heal those of all humans. Still to this day, our religions teach that God is something separate from ourselves, something outside, and that we are unworthy, ungrateful, unintelligent and weak compared to Almighty God.  The role of priests stems from this belief; we hand over our power to priests to converse with God on our behalf.

Similarily, in new age circles, the biggest no-no is falling victim to our own egos, and Death of the Ego is considered the highest achievement any lightworker can attain.  But exactly how representative is this belief in terms of the one and only truth?  The idea to suppress ego and serve others may in fact have arisen from the need to rise above the lower 'survival' paradigms represented by the 1st three chakras and help us move into the higher centres of compassion, insight, wisdom and inspiration now in preparation for a golden age.  But complete eradication of the ego may not even be desirable with our veil here on Earth; in fact, without ego, we would not be able to navigate the 3D hologram that constitutes our theatre for evolution. There is no reason to villify the role of the Ego.  Much like the darker spectrum of light, it has served a very important role until now. Perhaps the question is not how to eradicate entirely the ego, but to find the perfect balance betweeen empowerment and vanity?   

Today I came across a lovely phrase in Wistancia Stones' Invocation to the Light that immediately made clear to me the fine balance between spiritual power and egoism.  It reads, "Invocations are calls to receive in order to give. They are a natural movement of the receiving heart. We open to receive more light in order to give more light".  This clicked instantly for me, and when I had on a heart-level understood this message, I immediately received the gift of unconditional love and gratitutde in a wave that caused tears to well up in my eyes: I was unable to do or think anything for a few moments, I could only receive. 

When the purpose for your calling upon Spirit and growing in spiritual power comes from the desire to use that power to spread to the Earth, to spread to your brothers and sisters, then the power comes to us in full force.  But only if we are confident enough to request this power, using our full voice, can we receive it. Only if we believe we are worthy, can we receive it.  This has to do with matching the energy you are invoking to receive, much like a magnet.

On many occasions I've tried invoking the Ascended Masters with a meek voice, feeling myself much too small to receive the blessings I was asking for. I simply did not feel comfortable asking for help. This, I now realize, is not only inefficient, it's also bullshit! How disempowering is feeling you aren't worthy to accept gifts or receive help? Yet, this is a distortion that transcends socio-economic status, race and religion. It is absolutely a global, human problem.

Also, aren't New Agers supposed to  believe that we are all one? The Ascended Masters may be, if you use the analogy of a flower, more opened/ more evolved. But, in essence we are made of the same stuff.  So actually, there is no reason for us to feel belittled in their presence.   We may hold a reverent attitude, one of sincerity, whilst invoking the Masters for help.  This is only respect for another being who has done his work, and we can appreciate that.  We also thank the Masters for their willingness to share their wisdom and Light with us, but it does not mean that we have to 'bow' down to them and quiver and beg for help.
 
Remember, it is the intention behind your request for power, healing, guidance, etc. that determines what you receive. Only if your intention is to share that power, healing, guidance, etc. with the Earth or her inhabitants, will you even "match" the frequencies that you wish to invoke.  Invocation is a co-creative process, meaning, you receive that which you ask for.  If your intentions are selfish or come from a need to be recognized or soothed, then you will not harness the full power of light that is available; you'll get a dim light, so to speak.  

I am very grateful to have been blessed with this information today; it validates my belief in a compassionate universe and my being in sync with it also validates my position not only as an observer, but as a co-creator.  By resonating with the frequency of service and compassion, I've also created more of the same in my own playfield.   And so I encourage you also to contemplate the nature of God, the one Truth of love and light, as well as the Ascended Masters. As such, you will be given the keys you need to clear your issues, gain more wisdom and healing, and come into your true power as enormously powerful Spritual Beings.

I love you all very much,
Croaker.

True Love for Valentine's Day. A Wake up Call

                                              

The events leading up to this post began in real time with a loving gift from a friend on Feb 11, so that's why I'm calling it my Valentine's Post.  But actually, this post is about clearing up.  It's about getting real with ourselves.  Seems like i've been on a bit of a spiritual vacation!  What i mean is, I've been in la la land. I've let myself get caught up in some sort of spiritual drug trip. I've been letting myself get a bit too cozy with some channeled messages. Thank goodness a friend gave me a wake up call, when she said something to the effect of "no one is going to save us". It was this phrase that got the gears turning.

When I first discovered david icke in 2000, his humility and his ability to empower is what kept me reading him, and why I respect him.  Icke has always said, "don't take it from me, look it up, do your own research".  He's always said that no one is going to save us. He knows that our giving away our power is what's gotten us into this mess. And most importantly, he's never denied that each of us has our own sovereignty of will.  Icke has sacrificed the better part of his whole life to get us to wake us up to our own power.  How could I have even for a moment forgotten this very important message?

Mind you, we do live in a world of duality, where if you're not vigilant, we forget about the illusion of our veiled existence here, and all the baggage we carry from previous life-times, not to mention the holographic inserts! We start to believe that 1) our world is such a terrible place that we couldn't possibly get out of it ourselves, and we forget that 2) we are powerful enough to get out of this mess ourselves.  We fall into old conditioning where we give our power away to kings and queens, dictators, doctors, priests, politicians.....and now ETs! 

These are energetic patterns of duality, or polarizations, that we tune into like a radio channel.  And it must be made clear that no matter the reason for these holograms or frequencies, the more aware we are of them, the more empowered we become.

Let's not be false with ourselves.  If we look deep at our issues, whether they be fears of abadnonment or survival fears, any time of fear programming is a remnant of the 'old world' and to really live in a parallel timeline in a higher dimension, at a higher frequency, we must at some point let these old programs run out and fall away. 

Coming into our own power, recognizing our sovereignty as individual personalities and creator beings is so important especially now because it protects us against re-creating the same old world.  Discernment of channeled messages, diligence in living out the 'right' time line for us as individuals through our choice of actions and words is what most of us have been training for in our incarnations here on  Earth.  I know for a fact that the main lesson I've had at the 'school of hard knocks' has been Discernment.  More than pride, or death to ego, more than the prime directive of non-interference, even more than compassion! Actually, there've been many times I've learned that discernment is much more important than compassion.  As sensitive humans, when's the last time you gave someone the 'benefit of the doubt' only to be stabbed in the back?  These lessons are not for want.  We are in training, perhaps for a time when we will be told a new history, and offered salvation or rescue from ETs with superior technology.  Will we embrace them, listen to them without pause?  Or will we search deep down into our 'feelings compass' and discern for ourselves what path we wish to take?

It would be naive to continue to believe that as a race, humans have not been, and still are, manipulated and controlled. (For more information on this topic, without the 'fear mongering' vibe, read a book by David Icke.  I won't go into it here because he is definitely the expert on that topic and if he needs over 300 pages to explain it, I'm not about to attempt it in a blog! )  It must be made clear and one cannot really find one's own power without being aware of this concept of duality or manipulation which has been the very fabric of our reality here.  It is so important to be diligent to recognize when we are looking for and attributing power outside of ourselves. 

Remember that the seed of doubt is the most insiduous weapon of limitation there is.  When you begin to doubt your ability to create your reality, doubt your inner power or sovereign will, when you doubt that you are an incredibly powerful multidimensional being with the ability to discern what is right for you with your feelings, then you open yourselves, just a crack, to the possbility for manipulation.  As  human beings, we all have the DNA code of incredibly powerful creator beings. Humans are amazing!  So, why should we believe that we need to be saved?  Saved from what? We are having our 3D experience, which is an illusion. We've chosen to be here.  Why?  Because WE are the ones who have to do the work.  Do we want a better Earth?  We must create it.  How convenient would it be for the Dark Cabal now at crunch time, if we got lazy and said, "oh the ETs are going to fix our planet for us".

WE are the ones who have to do the work, on ourselves, in our communities to revamp our planet, our Mother, Earth, but at the same time, we have everything we need to be in step with our ascension timeline. If we are in fact, just "returning" home to the higher dimensions,  then we have the memory of how to get there.  If the basic unit of all life is not wave particle, but pure consciousness, we also know what to do in terms of creating alternative realities, because we are MADE of consciousness.  Just get in touch with that. You are pure consciousness. You cannot be created nor destroyed. You just "are". 

And what are the characteristics of pure consciousness?  It's up to you...

It's time to feel that wisdom viscerally, in our bodies and hearts, in our own unique ways. Point your "feelings compass" to joy and just resonate with that. The sooner that we all get in touch with our abilities to discern what is our own unique path, based on what feels joyful,  the better chance we have of really grounding that future in the now.

Thanks for reading,
Thanks to my friend for a great kick in the pants,

Love,
Croaker 

Sex and 3D Programming

Last night I went out for coffee with a friend, and we talked openly about whether we had 'mommy' or 'daddy' issues when it comes to relationships, sex and intimacy. It really got me thinking, and this morning just before waking, I had a dream illuminating this theme for me personally. My recent aversion to sex because it hasn't been heart centred has led to a seeking to heal my sexuality, or at least sexual program that I run with my partner.

What's really interesting is how I've been feeling drawn to tantra and I've been asking my higher self for guidance as to the "new sexual behaviour" of the golden age. Tantra is essentially moving sex up from the physical level, or the lower 3D chakras, to the heart centre. You then express high frequency love vibrations through sexual union with someone you love, without any broken psychological programs attached. No more sex for approval, no sex to fill a void, no sex to exert power or humiliation, no sex as a release of wasted creative energy or pent up frustration. Tantric sex can heal yourself, your partner, and even the planet of negative sexual programming, as the love released during Tantra sex can be energetically funneled into the planetary grid.

Tantra sex could just be the 'thing' that's going to heal my 'daddy issues'. Until last night I throught I had my daddy issues under control. Yet, I had failed to see how they had seeped into my sexuality and I was still running a program that I'd learnt as a kid.

When one of your parents rejects you, abandons you, takes their love away from you when you're young, you absorb this emotionally as a program that you use to interpret other relationships. It's a learned behaviour. Our parents constitute our first masculine and feminine role models, especially since as a society we've become so separated from Mother Earth and Father God. These less than perfect models then become our guiding compass for future relationships on an energetic level, which manifest as miasms or polarizations, or distorted subconsious programs.

For example: as a child, my father didn't accept or approve of me, so in my teens, when I was establishing my own personality and relationships, when I wanted approval from other men, I would tap into my sexuality to have that need fulfilled. If I am honest with myself, I have not cleared this pattern. One of the reasons I press my partner for sex is to 'feel' intimate with him. This is absurd! In no way does our relationship lack intimacy, affection or tenderness. The act of sex has all these old paradigms attached to it, and that is why it has become outmoded and sporadic in our relationship. This paradigm needs to shift.

Why my self esteem (3rd chakra) is/was so tied up with my sexuality (2nd chakra) I think has to do with a holographic program instilled by exposure to media. Advertising images constantly teach that sex and social approval, or even self esteem and consumption are intertwined. The images work strong on a subconscious/emotional level, where these kinds of programs really 'settle in' and repeat themselves as a habit or energetic feedback loop. Some types of music, too, keep us locked into a 3D program with their deep bass beats (not to mention lyrics) that resonate with the 2nd sexual chakra and incite us to engage in promiscuious behaviour.

This low level programming explains addictions of almost any sort. Consumption of cigarettes, alcohol, food, and even shopping attempt to fill a void in our self esteem/ lack of self love, which stems from our not knowing our own divinity, our role in the universe, where we come from, and who we really are. The human species has for a long time been separated from our real divine roots through suppression of information! The healing of these distorted 2nd and 3rd chakra programs can only come from re-parenting. That is, re-establishing our realtionship to Father God and Mother Earth. Even 12 step programs for addiction address this issue, as giving over your power to a Higher Power is considered an essential step to staying sober, the very minimum for which requires you to cultivate belief in a higher power.

This is the new healing I am now undertaking to help all of us raise out of 3D and get us vibrating at a higher level. For all of you who have sexuality issues, 2nd and 3rd chakra polarizations, I am healing my own (through Tantra and other heart opening exercises) to help heal the 3D level programing that is plaguing all of us as a species and keeping us from knowing our true divine identity. I can do this because we are all connected, energetically and through our DNA.

This is perhaps the greatest gift of the ascension process. As we work on our own individual issues, we clear the way for others because we are all ONE. My healing can heal others. I am not useless, I am not alone, and I am not powerless. This is how we come to re-parent ourselves. Parents are compassionate.  We can be compassionate to ourselves by acknowledging our value as individuals. At the same time,  we can only truly understand our value as individuals by appreciating how special we all are as a species.

We are special because we all share one Spirit, that one spirit that directs the intelligence of the body, enables our heart to pump, our dna to reproduce, our lungs to breathe. This breath of life is our Father. And Earth, the vessel that holds and supports us all, is our Mother.

Thanks for reading,

Namaste
Croaker

Experimenting with Channeling and Communicating with the Highest Self

Tonight I thought I´d try another go at some experimental channeling. Reason being, I feel that I could be doing more to support the lightworkers and Ascended Beings working so hard to help us in our Ascension process. Basically I said, if anyone wants me to take a message, I´m here! This post is the result, and I hope you enjoy it. It is a bit tough for me to get my head around the fact that I am not sure WHO exactly I was hearing in my head. But as it is a process of trusting spirit, and trusting my own inner compass and Higher Self, I am posting this message as a testament. Channeling is something that is really easy to get wrong because you can open yourself up to a source that may wish to disinform; and there is also the risk of the Channeler´s own ego contaminating the message. So it is a process that I am "playing" with at this time, if you´ll forgive the term, as a means of taking my spirituality to the next level. As a transmission, it´s quite crude and although I am skeptical as to the origin of the Source, I have nevertheless chosen to post the entire message so you can get a sense of how the process works for an amateur. Hopefully, this will encourage you to also experiment with opening yourself up as either a scribe or communicator with the Higher Realms. The post begins with my already having established a connection to a Galactic entity claiming to be Pleiadian. Italics separate the Channeled response from my own input.

Me: If you would please identify yourselves, I would be most grateful. I am honored to track a message on any topic, as long as it comes from the Light. It must be true, it must be helpful, and I must feel inside my heart that the connection is to that of pure Light.

So be it. We would like to communicate our thanks for your taking the time to scribe this message today. Let us begin by proving who we are so you do not feel pressed to write from a standpoint of a person who would be fooled into writing false claims and leading to further disinformation to the general public. There is surely already plenty of that sort of business going on.

Now draw your attention inside to the deep flame you know to exsist in-between your eyebrows. What color is it?

ME: Electric blue.

Yes, that is your Pine cone (ME: I often mix up the pineal and pituitary glands, so it´s interesting that the term pine cone is used to avoid any confusion on my part. It´s the pineal gland that looks like a pine cone. This is the kind of detailed subtlety that can indicate a reliable Source) and here we will transmit inforation packets to you in light codes that you may interepret into words at your own convenience after these transmissions have indeed finished.

ME: At this point I feel I have made a connection with Pleiadian energy. Not wanting to disrupt the flow of information with too much conscious thought, and also feeling that identification of the source is not as important as the content of the message itself, I take a deep breath and temporarily suspend my conscious disbelief. Instead I ask, "Where shall we begin?"

Today is a remarkable time of recognition by your socieities of the imminent nature of your reality and how things are portaryed as being diffierent to what they really are. (ME: What is often called The Matrix)

What we wish to communicate is this: that you are not who you think you are, and that your trials on this planet have not been without purpose. You are wonderfully recognized for having worked this hard to achieve some unseen goal; only in the depths of your inner workings do you realize what is going on. Yet, in blind faith, you continue to develop spiritually and to fight the powers that be by not giving into temptations of (spiritual) weakness, whether they be addictions or violence or perverse sexual behavour. We want to express our gratitutde at this time for your cooperation in rising to the challenge of helping to bring your fellow humans´vibrations up to speed. In your meditations, in your communions and rituals with others, in your kind exchanges with friends and family, you are perpetuating a new way of life that is to sustain the generations of children who are led by rainbow light to create wealth and prosperiety on your planet, and to redistribute the abudnance of glory that has been kept from your grasps until now by unforseen powers and corrupt government institutions and the like.

ME: Thank you for the recognition. I feel people like myself occasionally need to hear that what they are doing, even if they are not writing blogs or speaking to the masses or giving workshops are making a difference through spiritual practice in their inner worlds.

This is what we wanted to reiterate. Yes, it is you, the small fish, as you call it, who are making tremendous progress on this front. Your patiience and perserverence to your spiritual altruism is most appreciated and is one of the main contributing forces to our being ahead of schedule in the asension process.

ME: What do you mean by "our" ascension process? You are not from this Earth, as I understand it.

It is an ascension process for the entire universe and not just your galaxy, in fact. Everything moves up a step.

Welcome to the new part of yourselves where you can look at other humans in the face and realize they are parts of you. We are all in the same situtation. Thank you very much for this transmission . We would like to clarify that our purpose in doing so, scribe, is to get this information out as soon as possible and very far and wide so that the highest number of persons seeking illumination may have the resources they need at this time to make their choices to follow their spiritual paths. Indeed, this is a time of focus and discipline, not of greed or excess. It is a time of celebration for the dawn of a new age is indeed approcaching. We would like to share in the joy with you, our fellow Earth brothers and sisters.

It is with great pleasure that we announce your readiness to continue to scribe for the Pleiadians should you wish to do so.

ME: I would be honored.

Fine, then we should continue to meet regularly for updates and to refine your typing abilities. Ha ha!

ME: Yes, it is true. (I made many typing errors during this transmission). I feel funny, like I am anticipating the keys in the wrong order.

A little more practice will ensure that you are more accurate in future. Let us do that, shall we?

ME: Yes, that would be wonderful. Is there a way that I can know it is you when we begin to communicate?

It may not be the same entity at all times. Know the blue flame in your forehead and know that you are being downloaded with packets in the form of geometrical shapes. There is one shape in particular that you should come to recognize and this will be the answer to your question.

ME: Could you please send me that shape now so I know what you mean? (I see the symbol clearly) Symbol received, thank you.

Many regards to you.

End of Message.

So that was it! A bit of a strange send off, but mostly because I felt the clarity of the message dissipating quickly. Interesting was how the message seemed especially geared for me, as it addressed a question I had been harboring for some time, about whether I´ve been doing enough on a spiritual level, in terms of service. Also, at one point I received a message for a friend of mine. I thought that was very intruiging, like I was getting a testament to the validity of the source because by talking with this friend, I would be able to actually verify the integrity of the channel.

At the end, although I felt a bit sheepish doing so, I also asked two personal questions, which were answered very objectively. Here is where I begin to doubt if I was at that point, still channeling a Galactic being, or had switched to a dialogue with my own Highest Self. The answers adressed insecurities and concerns I´ve been having, without them having been explicitly asked as part of the question, almost as if I had subconsciously projected them. And this is precicely why it´s very difficult to channel for yourself. Your own insecurities, and ego desires cloud the answers. For personal questions, I always recommend meditating and communing with your Highest Mondad Self.

On the other hand, should you feel that you´d like to be of service by transmitting messages for a group, or for the general population, by all means, give it a shot. Make sure your intentions for the purpose of the communication are clear. Then, find that place where ego doesn´t exist- open yourself to love. State your intention to offer to be of service, either to an Ascended Master you feel close to, or in my case, I just opened up to any Being of Light that wished to use me as a Scribe for the benefit of humanity. It´s important to completely drop your ego if you wish to transcribe a message for a highly evolved being. You should not be doing this for the glory of recongnition of your ability to connect to these powers, but be driven only by the desire to serve others. If you are successful in your channeling, be sure to post a comment about it!

Thank you for reading,

Much love,

Croaker.